Just another diversion

Trump taking hydroxychloroquine is a diversionary political ploy.  If indeed he is really taking it (as opposed to the statement being just another of his ‘alternative facts’), there are so many things it stirs up.  Of course, not the least of these is that if he is taking it and does not contract the disease, he will tout the drug as the reason why and bluster that “They should have listened to me, I knew all along it would save people!” and his bleach-drinking toadies will bobble their heads and say “YES! Smartest man alive, knew more than the doctors” and pledge their support even stronger. Then he will do tweet storms about how “they” (doctors and scientists and of course the public) should have listened to him because it would have stopped the spread sooner and with far fewer deaths.  And if by chance he does get it, of course he and they will attribute that to another Democratic/Obama /Biden/Pelosi plot against him, ignoring the fact that he left himself wide open to infection.  Or, is this all just another distraction from the too quickly heading towards 100,000 deaths, or better yet the alleged ‘emergency’ justifying sale of arms to Saudi Arabia, or the firing of yet another inspector general? Either way, diversionary political ploy, as are so many things he does.

Administration's answer to Coronavirus and the stock market drop

Aside from the fact that so little is being done by this administration towards protecting or helping cure people, there’s the fact that what potus wants to do is to cut payroll taxes to help the economy.   Of course he does.  Because he doesn’t understand that the majority of people who will get any benefit from this are not those who will put it into buying stocks, they will maybe pay some bills, buy something they’ve needed but couldn’t afford, put it in the bank towards an unexpected expense, and further much more practical to them things.  And the employers will do the same thing they did to put ‘trickle down’ into effect – oh, wait – they didn’t do anything, did they? It’s just another con job to make himself look like he’s doing something – which he isn’t. Because he’s banking his reelection on ‘the economy’ which to him is the stock market.  BTW, the money from those taxes goes into Social Security and Medicare.  Who wants to join me in a pool as to how long it takes him to use the fact that no money is going in to those to justify his long standing (yep, that long and lying denied) plan to cut benefits?

"Git 'Er Done", Camp Katrina talk for 'Real People Real Stories'

This is the talk I gave for Real People Real Stories, Winter 2019

 There's a lot of back story but it gets down to Camp Katrina and "Git 'er done".

I have a cheat sheet because – senior moments.

            This is a celebration of “git ‘er done”.

I grew up on a farm up near Kinderhook.  The cows had to be milked at 6 o’clock – that’s  BOTH 6 o’clock’s every day.  The hay had to be brought in before it got rained on, even if we were in the field after midnight doing it – and the cows had to be fed and taken care of – and the results of feeding dealt with every day had to be shoveled out.  We had to “git ‘er done”.

                                   

In 1969 I saw ads and stories about a musical theater going to open in Chatham.  I said “I like music.  I like theatre.  I don’t have anything going on – I was a single mom with a 3-year-old - this might take up a little free time.”  So, when they had auditions I went in and said “I can’t sing or dance but I can be a warm body to help out if you need”.  They took my phone number and called me in a bit to help get the rented space on the fairgrounds ready to be a theatre.  One evening I was walking by the founders Linda MacNish and Lynne Haydn and the director and heard them talking about needing an antique bird cage for the parlor scene in “My Fair Lady”, the opening show.  I stopped and said “I think my mother has one in her antique shop.”  And the three of them, I swear in unison, turned and said “Your mother has an antique shop?  How would you like to do props for us?”  I said “Um, sure - what are props?”  No clue.  Found out.

And that little free time lasted 50 years and in that time I did props and a whole bunch of other things.

Theatre is all about ‘git ‘er done’.  Everybody does whatever has to be to get show open, get it up and keep it running.  Like the time we stayed all night redoing the set for Secret Garden to open at 2 that afternoon

Mac-Haydn had a history of helping “Git ‘er done” with disasters and other things.  There was an ongoing collection of donations for area animal shelters, we collected things for Operation Adopt-A-Soldier, donations for Midwest flooding, worked with area groups to help collect three truckloads of things, which I went down to help unload and distribute after Hurricane Andrew & more – we ‘got ‘er done to help out as we could.

Along in there I re-married and we ran the gas station on the corner by the light in Chatham.  My husband was very active with the fire department and rescue squad and we started dispatching the ambulance from the gas station – this was way before 9-1-1 in the county.  At that time you had to be a Chatham firefighter to be in the rescue squad, they were connected.  It didn’t take long doing the dispatching for me to figure out that to “Git ‘er done” – get a crew into an ambulance and get it to the patient – there needed to be more people available.  So myself and some other people started pushing the fire company to allow people who were not Chatham fire fighters and (GASP) Women! in.  In 1975 we “got ‘er done” and I became the first non-firefighter and first woman voted in.  I’m still doing it, going to do a shift on Christmas afternoon.

The theatre ran in the summers, and for the first several years I had a full-time job and did that part-time - nights, weekends.  After a while I started working for the theatre full-time in the summer and finding another job over the winter.  The last one of those I had was over-the-road truck driver and that was all about “git ‘er done” – we’d leave Massachusetts on Friday for a Monday delivery in Los Angeles – but we “got ‘er done”.

I left that in 2002, when Linda MacNish passed away, to help Lynne keep the theatre going, and we “got ‘er done”.

  

So, all these things are a background to August 28, 2005.  Hurricane Katrina.  We all saw the pictures of New Orleans under water, the rooftop dogs.  I said – we were at the end of the season and had to close up the theatre and stuff – “Soon as we get buttoned up here I’m going down there.  I think I can probably help somewhere.”

I got connected with a coordinator and left on a Monday morning to head to the Gulf coast in Mississippi, helping a church group with meals for people.  Drove through the remnants of Hurricane Rita, and got to near Knoxville and stopped to get gas.  It was late, so I asked the woman at the fuel desk “I know you have a sign out there on the car side that says No Overnight Parking – I’m headed for the Gulf – where can I park overnight?”  She said “You jest park it over there by mah pickup – nobody’ll bother you there.”

Well, nobody bothered me and in the morning I went on, was in the morning rush hour traffic in Birmingham and my cell phone rang.  It was the coordinator saying that the meals thing was shutting down and would I mind going to an animal shelter in Tylertown, Mississippi instead.  I said I’d go wherever and so I turned west instead of east off the interstate.  Got to Tylertown and stopped in a little place and asked how to get to Obed McGee Road.  “Oh, y’all’re right close,” the fellow said, “Jes’ go up this road right here a few miles, you’ll see some big silver chicken houses on the right, just a tad past them take a left and Obed McGee Road’s jes’ down there a bit.”  Well, I’m a country kid, can find anything off ‘a tad past three silver chicken houses’. 

            I did and went down Obed McGee Road to a sign “Camp Katrina, Providing Disaster Relief For All Animals” – with two porta-potties next to it – but that’s another story – and turned in and told the fellow at the gate “I’m a warm body, here to help.”  Something about that phrase.  Anyway, we talked a bit and he gave me an official name tag – silver duct tape, for working with the dogs, with my name markered on it and said “Find Elizabeth, she’s got on a ball cap.”  I found Elizabeth and told her the same and she said “We’re kind of all set right now, maybe you could go to Gonzales.”  Gonzales was another shelter, on a fairgrounds closer to the city.

It was pretty late in the day so I asked her if it was ok if I stayed the night and go find that new place in the daylight and she said “Sure, you got a tent?  Put it up over there.”  I did and stayed the night and in the morning went to the meeting they had to set up the game plan for the day.  A man there asked did anybody have any veterinary experience – vet tech or anything and nobody said anything so I (put my hand up a little) said “Um, I grew up on a farm and I’m a people EMT.”  And the next thing I know I’m helping him put an IV in a beagle.

I did some more things in the infirmary and that got done so I went outside and Rick, the guy who’d been at the gate the night before, was shoveling a load of stone that was just delivered.  It was being put down as a base for the kiddie pools they washed the dogs in when they first got there.  Those dogs had been a month now it was after the storm, walking around in who knows what was left when the water went down, so they all got a bath.  I said “That’s a bunch of stone, you got another shovel?”  He kinda looked at short, chunky grey-haired me and (with a doubtful tone) said “Over there.”  (As an aside) “Please! I can shovel.”  We were shoveling and chatting and Elizabeth came by, stopped and looked and said “That’s it.  Gonzales ain’t getting you.”

I stayed there for 10 days and it was one of the most phenomenal experiences of my life.  The Humane Society group had just bought the property a month before the storm and all that was on it was a raggedy little house, so they had to build a shelter literally from the ground up. 

People came from all over the country, Canada, never saw each other before in their life, said “I’m here to help” and took on doing something they knew how to.

            JR and another fellow were carpenters so they put a roof on the house so the cats and supplies and equipment and the infirmary and other animals in there would stay dry.

            Rick had been an MP so he was in charge of security.  We each had to do a shift walking security around the perimeter at night because people were trying to steal the dogs to use for dog fighting.  (Gasp from the audience.) 

            Beth worked with troubled kids.  She spent three days sitting in a pen with a traumatized dog until finally it came out of the dog house and then let her pet it and then sat in her lap.

            I did a lot of putting tarps on the pens.  This was Mississippi in September and it was 90 plus degrees with 100 plus percent humidity and the dogs needed shade.  And putting stuff on fire ant hills – those are nasty buggers.

            Along with all that everybody was taking care of animals: feeding, walking, giving fresh water, playing with, cleaning up after dogs, the cats, birds, turtle, a goose – and every day we ‘got ‘er done’.

There were so many stories – a couple of favorites.

One woman had brought her husband, but he had dementia so she had to keep stopping what she was doing to keep track of him because he would wander off.  We figured out to  tell him “Blaine, we have a job for you.  It’s very important.  We need you to sit here (in the pop-up tent where the dog food was stored) and guard this dog food, make sure nobody bothers it.  You’ll have a dog to help you.”  We put a chair in the tent and we gave him Precious – she was a beautiful, sweet pit bull, she’d been a puppy mill mama and was just the sweetest dog.  He sat down, took her leash, she put her muzzle on his knee and he put his hand on her head and they sat there all day.  And nobody bothered the dog food.  (pause)  And I can’t tell that story, 14 years later, without choking up.

(Pause)  Choking up in another direction – Remember the part about the heat and the humidity?  Well, as you might imagine, working like we were in that we got to looking – and feeling – and smelling – like we Really Needed a Shower.  And there were none there – remember the two porta-potties?  Those were the only amenities.  There were showers up by the crossroads, a shower station that the Red Cross had put up.  It was a big tank for the water with an engine of some sort to heat that up and pump it to the shower heads.  The showers themselves were pallets on the ground, with a framework and tarps making fours stalls with a shower curtain on the front.  One evening four of us went up there, with Rick and his guard dog and his guard beer to run the water tank engine.  Best Shower Ever!  However - the Red Cross, in all its infinite wisdom, had put these showers up on the lawn of the area Baptist Church.  And as we were coming out of the showers with our cutoffs and tank tops and dripping hair and smelly clothes under our arm the service was just letting out and the Baptist ladies were coming out togged in finery such as only Southern Baptist Ladies can be.  They looked at us and we kinda went “Hi?”  (little wave) and Laurie said “Were else would four naked white women be taking a shower on the lawn of the Baptist Church?”  (Audience laughed.)

Besides people coming from all over to help, people came from all over to take animals to where they could get homes – again all over the country.  There were some reunions and those were wonderful, but mostly the people were so scattered it just couldn’t happen

Almost everyone fell in love with an animal and many were able to take them home.  Phil took Spencer to Florida, Kathy and JR took Tyla to Canada, Pilar the veterinarian took I don’t know how many to the Canadian Rockies.

Elizabeth and I were at the check-in table one night – the teams would come back from the city late at night and we’d put down as much information as could be found for each animal so it could be posted and maybe have a reunion.  Rita came up to the table with a small carrier and said “We have this one kitten and – however many it was – dogs.”  I looked around and said “Ah, nobody’s here from cats, I’ll take it.”  I took the carrier inside and fixed a cage and took the kitten out and he climbed up here (indicate chest) and put his little paws here (each side of my neck) and his little nose here (under chin) and I said “Ah, shit.”  (Hold out hand with ‘kitten in it’)  “How do you feel about a long ride north in a few days.”  And he said “Meoow.” Which I took to be “Git ‘er done!”  I checked and the only information about him was, scrawled on the back of an envelope “Kitten, found 2400 block Desire.”  Found on Desire Street, his name had to be Streetcar.

            I keep in touch with a lot of the people from there – “Thank you Facebook”, have been back to visit once and hope to go again before too long.  But Streetcar reminds me almost every day of some part of Camp Katrina and that phenomenal group of people who all came together to “Git ‘er done”.  

Some random thoughts and questions about current events

Some random thoughts, right, wrong or in between, especially in view of some of the recent news reports:

- Why are some people screaming about the evils of Socialism and how some candidates are promoting it and those and yet they don't care that foreign powers are being asked and involved to help destroy our democracy?

- How can the NRA, a not-for-profit entity, give money to the president to help pay his legal fees?  Briefly and how I understand it from working for one for many years, one of the criteria of being a not-for-profit is that no single person can benefit from any money raised by or for the entity.

- How can the president make a trade-off with the NRA, promising no background checks I exchange for their money?

- Why does the president need money for his legal fees?  Isn't he the one who promised to pay legal fees for anyone arrested for attacking protesters at his campaign rallies?

- If the NRA gives money donated to them to the president (or anyone else for that matter), where does this put the people who donated it?  Are they then also liable for any charges against NRA?

- Why are so many people still hung up on 'but her emails'?'  What about 'But His Phone Calls!"

- No, many of the past presidents were not perfect.  No, none of the future ones will be.  They are, after all, human beings.  So stop nit-picking about what Obama or Bush (either one) or Clinton or whoever did and focus on what is going on right now, and what it means to the country, the world and the future.

9-11 World Trade Center

World Trade Center Task Force

September 21 - 23 , 2001

            The NYPD officer's name was Chris, I don't remember his last name. I had just gotten back to the staging area at Battery Park from walking around gawking and gasping at what was visible from the police lines four or five blocks from the World Trade Center Plaza; he was with a group from the Tioga County squads who he had just taken into the 'hot zone' – right in to the building rubble. He was thanking them, and excitedly getting someone to take a picture of himself with them.  I stood near him; he kept saying 'Thank you, Thank you all so much for coming down here….",  and he turned and hugged me, clenched me while I kept hearing his muffled, choked "Thank you" I just hugged back, and when he finally pulled away, I started to say "But I didn't do anything" looked at his face and stopped.  We had done something. We had come there.

           Then we laughed and got into a group and had the pictures taken; he put his hand on my shoulder and I reached and squeezed it because I couldn't think of anything else to do. I hope he knew what I was saying.

           There were more 'thank you's’ than I've heard on all my previous visits to the city combined, it seemed.  Standing by our ambulances waiting to be deployed, next to the joggers path at Chelsea Pier and people jogging by waved and shouted "Thank you!"   (The EMS Command Post people said their van had been parked in the path originally and that the bikers and joggers complained it was in the way and they had to move it to the other side of the fence.  That's New York.) The people serving the free food near Battery Park said 'Thank you".  The FDNY people assigned to our staging area said "Thank you".  The bus drivers who took us to and from the mercy ship where we spent our off shift time said "Thank you".  The EMS Command people said "Thank you". The guards at the various areas we went to said "Thank you". And we didn't do anything, never had a patient, but we were there and that's what counted to them.

           There were 10 ambulances and over 50 crew people in our Task Force, from Columbia County and the Albany area. Another convoy from Tioga County passed us when we took a rest stop on the thruway, we met them at Chelsea Pier and were deployed with some of them to Battery Park, the 'South Staging Area.' 

            Our feelings (mine, anyway, and I'll guess many of the others) when we met for briefing before leaving were a combination of excitement and apprehension.  What were we going to get to do? What might we see? And could we handle what we did see and do?   We never had to find that out, as we never got to do much of anything.  Some of the rigs never left the Chelsea Pier, and their crews were antsy and disappointed.  Those of us who did get deployed commiserated.

            Driving down we joked and talked and laughed, but always with an undertone.  Then we got lost - well, not lost, we knew where we were but the signs we were supposed to follow weren't there, so we went to lower Manhattan by way of Queens.  When we did get into the city we drove across 34th Street; the Javitz Center looked like the Police Command Center, it was a bustle of activity with people everywhere even at 1 am, there were tents and canopies over stacks of donated relief supplies, and out in the open a huge barbeque cooker, tables, and more supplies.

            When we got to Chelsea Pier we hung around while the task force heads talked with EMS command, then we were split into crews and one crew went to the mercy ship (the WW II Red Cross Hospital Ship 'Comfort", docked in the Hudson River at the 54th St. piers, a tourist attraction pressed back into active service, signs said "No Tours") to sleep. Not that any of us did sleep much. We dozed in the ambulance until daylight morning, found a place to get coffee and tea and bagels (the newness of police officers was apparent by the fact that the groups who were on every corner weren't sure where we could go for that – "Maybe a couple of blocks up there", when all was to be had at the gas station across the street.  However, another NYPD officer, assigned to the staging area, spent time assuring us of his prowess to protect both ourselves and himself from anything or anyone that came along. I'm glad it didn't.)

            During the night I heard a radio transmission from the site that a "large amount of body parts" had been found, and a following discussion about picking them up to be transported.   That pretty much did away with sleep.

            There are flags and signs everywhere.  Flags hang on poles, on buildings, on car antennas, on lapels (or people have red, white and blue ribbons), on the trucks working hard at the scene, painted on buildings and billboards, many joined by sentiments like "God Bless America, United We Stand". 

            The little park where we sat to eat our bagels and drink our coffee and tea had burnt candles tucked into the flowers. Along the fence beside the staging area were coolers of drinks and cartons of snacks and medical supplies and clothing. A plastic bucket held old flowers, beneath the shelf it was on an old paper had the headline BATTLE CRY, and a face mask was discarded on top of the paper. Posters from school children around the state and nation were taped to the fence, thanking the brave firemen, policemen and workers. 

            A constant parade of dump trucks of every size rumbles past, as do groups of motorcycle police with lights and sirens on, busses escorted by police cars front and back.  We stand around and talk to each other, other squads, policemen, EMS command workers; I take pictures, Bob rummages through the cartons for items we can use. Dan plugged in his travel razor and shaved.  We are assigned a task force number, ours is "73H3" – maybe we will get somewhere after all. Then, Yes! We are deployed to the South Staging Area.

            We follow two of the Tioga County ambulances down the West Side Highway; past lines of dropped refrigerator trailers and containers parked on either side of the road, just sitting there – and after a block or so it hits me what they are there for.  To store what the workers find in the rubble.  Sobering.

            More signs, spray painted on plywood: "Food – Supplies – Free". Everything is free to us.  Closer to 'Ground Zero'/'the Hot Zone', along side streets leading towards the Trade Center Plaza, piles and piles and piles of donated goods line the sidewalks, stacked against buildings that are not open yet. One store's signs "V.I.P. YACHT CLUB' were overlaid with duct tape "SUPPLIES".

            Streets are blocked off, with narrow access roads created by fencing and trucks and equipment. Plywood covers mounds of cable and hose we drive over.  We follow the twisting route, turn a corner and there slamming in front of us is the scene.  Jagged remains of the once tall and proud buildings now teeter over a mountain of rubble, cornerstoned by towering cranes and swarming with workers.   Flags are on all of the buildings still standing around the plaza.  These buildings show their own damage: broken windows, missing masonry, huge lengths of beams dangling in the air, and all are either white with dust or have black scorch marks.

            We stare, stunned, pointing out to each other more signs of the destruction.  Workers are walking everywhere, and Dan asked "Do you notice anything about their expressions?"  I look and realize and answer, "They have none". Each person's face is cast from the same mask: blank, void, completely expressionless.  Perhaps they regain one when they leave, when they are removed by distance from this site, perhaps they smile, even laugh. I think it must take them a while, and I do not think they will ever be removed from this in their emotions.

            Salvation Army tents, booths, trucks and workers are very much in evidence down here-aiding with supplies, food, a place to pray. Uptown, the Red Cross seems to be in charge of the victims' families and the people who have come to help.
           
            Windows on buildings all around the site are shattered, even many blocks away. Dust covers everything, later when I am walking around I pass workers hosing down buildings, to get the dust off and am warned by police nearby that it is asbestos-we were warned in the task force paperwork about the dangers of breathing in asbestos dust.

            Past Ground Zero a team stands on both sides of the street with a tank truck and hoses and rinses the lower part of the ambulance, to get hazardous dust off it we guess. A vacant lot has been turned into a vehicle graveyard and we all gasp when we see crushed, dust-covered, battered ambulances, pumpers and ladder trucks with cabs only a foot or two high and the ladders bent and crumpled stacked in it – these are the vehicles that were there when the buildings collapsed.  "Oh, my God…." becomes the phrase of choice. The next day Steve told me that when one ladder truck was found there were three firemen in the crushed cab.

            We park in the South Staging Area, listen to the instructions and advice of the NYFD person in charge of it.  There was a nice view of Staten and Ellis Islands, the Statue of Liberty, and the Coast Guard ship in the harbor.  To "Watch our backs", the staffer said.

            When we got to Battery Park, the people who lived in the apartments along the river between the park and the Trade Center were being let back to their homes, one person said it was to check them and gather more needed items; another said they were being let go back home, I never did find out.  The police were carefully checking identities; the press was obnoxiously covering the scene, with microphones, cameras and recorders in the people's faces. Just how DO you think they feel, folks? Few of the residents gave long interviews, and after a bit the police put up a barricade and made the press stay behind it.  News is news, but just how do you think they feel?

            Our crew took turns walking a few blocks from Battery Park to a 'soup kitchen' and then walking closer to the scene. The food area is set up in another small park, tables with sandwiches, pastry, fruit, drinks, hot food – all free to rescue workers.  It is fenced, and a National Guardsman looks at my ID tags and asks why I want to go in there. "Uh, for food?"  I take a sandwich, later one of the other EMT's says he had potato soup that was just delicious and when he asked he was told it was donated, huge tureens of it, by a restaurant from uptown. I put $5 into a jar marked 'donations', put the sandwich and a peach in my pockets and walk away drinking my orange juice.

            We were first told that cameras would not be allowed, but at the pre-trip briefing they said we can take pictures but to be discreet, and move away if we are told to. One officer did tell me to, and I did.  

            Two flatbeds rumble down from the site with big twisted, tortured and broken steel beams on the back. One is bent into a very tight 'u' shape; it was probably two to three feet wide and several inches thick.  Broadway is lined with roaring generator trucks.  The trucks all have flags, waving and/or painted on the cabs and trailers. 
           
            The statue of the bull that signifies Wall Street has flags tied to each horn.

            I've seen a Salvation Army semi (I didn't know they had them), a Feed The Children trailer is dropped under a roadway between the site and Battery Park, and I later see a truck from Texas parked on the West Side Highway with "Disaster Relief Supplies Going To NY" and "Texas Loves (the heart symbol) NY" on the trailer.

            When I got back to the staging area the policeman Chris was there, and we all gathered around to have our pictures taken with him – the designated photographer was handed at least a dozen cameras.  One of the Tioga County members who went into the 'hot zone' promises to send his photos, we exchange addresses and emails.

            Leaving, we head back to Chelsea Pier by way of the FDR Drive and crosstown on 23rd Street.  Along there, two cars pull to the curb and whip in front of our ambulance and a Gray Line tour bus to make a U-turn. Bob and the bus driver give each other a 'Waddaya gonna do" shrug. Parts of New York are back to normal.

            The noon to midnight crew takes over the rig. We get our bags and get on the shuttle bus – dozens of NYC busses are now in service only to transport workers and volunteers to and from their assignments.  We're going to 'the ship', for food and rest. The bus stops just past the Red Cross victim's families' center, with its wall of missing people photos.

            Credentials are checked at the entrance to the pier, and at the 'gangplank' a metal detector gate is set up, manned by six to eight soldiers who examine the contents of our bags, and have to swipe the detector all around me when I set off the buzzers-finally he decides it's something on my pant cuff or shoes, but none of us can figure out what. 

            It's a long walk up to the reception area, which has posters, letters and t-shirts with messages from children around the country commemorating the relief efforts and thanking those giving them.  We have credential checks again before we are assigned a berth.  Well, the guys were assigned, I had to wait while they made sure there was one and where it was – I told them it didn't matter, 'I sleep in a Freightliner'. I was shown to the galley and had lunch.   When I went back, they found a berth, and someone gave me blankets, towels and soap and led me there. The shower felt great, and I said 'oh, boy, now some sleep", but it didn't really come.

            Some of the Tioga County people came in and I talked with them a bit, and then decided to walk around outside.  I wrote down the number of the room I was in (a women's quarters, bunks three high, lockers between them, showers and lavatory at one end), and ended up being very glad I did, because when I went back I couldn't find the right stairs and corridor!   Those leaving the boat got a sticker that indicated we had already registered.

            The area is swarming with people from every group imaginable that is helping: Red Cross, National Guard, emergency services both volunteer and paid, FBI, FEMA, city, county and state police agencies; from across the state, the country and beyond-I see patches from counties statewide, from Siloam Springs (Arkansas), and inside I saw three EMT's from Mexico. All the vehicles have EMS insignia of some sort, most have red lights flashing.

             First I went up to the fence covered with photos. It is beyond heartbreaking, and I leave choked up. Pictures of parents with their children, the missing person's face circled, plaintive messages 'have you seen' and 'missing', descriptions, identifying marks. One lovely girl's picture is in the space where the stars would be, the rest of the page is the stripes of the flag.  

            Then I walked down to the Intrepid, but somehow I missed that there was a police line I wasn't supposed to cross, and when I got near that ship's area, there were sawhorses and a cruiser and two young policemen who asked "You come from the ship?"  "Um, yes."  "Okay", and they waved me through, "We thought so".

            I got a slushy to drink and sat in the little park next to the Intrepid and watched people jogging and roller blading and biking and watched the river and people boating and thought "these people are being normal – and 5,000 people are entombed in rubble only a few miles away from them!  You should be doing something!" And then I thought they are.  Returning to normalcy is the best thing they can do, it is the most help to the most people. Everything that can be done is being done.  

            I walk back up to the ship, the Comfort-a very apt name-and notice what I didn't before, the soldier on the deck, behind a bunker of sandbags, scanning with binoculars and next to his rifle; another patrols the walkway between the pier and the ship.

            A fire truck sirens past on the way to an alarm, people on the street wave and shout to the men and they wave back, but not all of them smile.

            I see this and I think that those who committed this horrendous atrocity must think they were going to bring America to its knees by their acts.  They did – as we knelt to pray for the victims and their loved ones, and to then pray for the strength and courage and help to do what next must be done. And then we stood up with thanks and with more patriotism and determination than ever and with the resolve that they would not win, that we would keep our life and our freedom and our country and our spirit.

           That spirit is on the faces here-the 'we are one, in this together' expression, the pride that we did what we could. The same expression I saw a week before at a collection point in Latham, when people were bringing things to be shipped to the city – 'we're doing what we can to help' – and that help, that giving across the country has left food and supplies on every corner. 

             I stand to watch the sunset, near the front of the Comfort, and look around.  Across the West Side Highway, there is a park and through the trees I can see children on swings.  I think, "Our knees, my ass – this is America – this is what we do" and I think that everyone who has returned to as normal as they now can be, everyone who is helping and has helped in some way is saying the same thing, their way, in their words and thoughts and actions.

           Back on the ship, I am examined again, even though I have the sticker saying I am registered.  Bob sees me in the registration area and pulls me to a side room where free massages are offered, I protest that I don't need one, other people need it more, but the masseuse says, "No, you need it too". Okay, and it felt great.

           There are t-shirts for sale that have the Statue of Liberty and a flag design, and say:

'Terrorists may crumble buildings,
but they can't touch my patriotism'
'In memory of those who paid for freedom with the ultimate price. 
September  11, 2001
God Bless America
Still the land of the free and the home of the brave'

Of course I buy one; they say that a school class in Colorado designed them.

            We go back to the galley and I eat again (delicious Cajun baked fish) and talk to other squad's members and go down to rest some more – but I got lost and had to have someone show me the right stairs, glad I wrote the numbers down!

           Then we got on the bus and shuttled back to Chelsea Pier to wait for the other crew to get back. A convoy of about ten busses goes past, with the police escorts, from the looks of the riders I guess that it is a crew going in to dig and look in the rubble. I wave to them.  The noon to midnight crews come back and we make sure everyone is accounted for and get into our rigs and come home, we're back at quarters about 3:30 am. I take the two Valatie members to their quarters, come back and pick up trash and left behind belongings in the rig to unwind a little, and finally go home and drop into bed about 5 am Sunday – and wake up at 7:30. More sleep is not going to come, so when tones go out for help at a standby at the hunter pace trials at Highland Farm I dress and go up there.

            It's a beautiful day; I stand in the sunshine and look up the hill and watch the horses canter over it, silhouetted against the blue sky and white clouds and it is a world and a lifetime away from 24 hours ago.    

BEEKEEPING IS A BUZZ-Y JOB

BEEKEEPING IS A BUZZ-Y JOB

            "They're funny little critters" Ollie Westfall says about the thousands of bees in the dozens of hives scattered around his place in Ghent and on other nearby properties.  A talk with him reveals there is more to keeping bees than scooping out honey without getting stung.

            "About 35 years ago, I was working on a barn with a hive in it.  Vic Borghi took it out and asked was I interested in learning how to take care of bees and I said 'Sure'.  I did it for about 20 years, left them when I moved, and then got back in to it again", the Chatham area native related, adding "It's a lot harder this time around than 35 years ago."

            Things making it harder range from mites to bears.  Varroa Destructor, a parasite, is "A big problem - the mites weaken the hive so the bees won't survive the winter."  He has photos of a bear raiding his hives.  "They aren't after the honey (contrary to Winnie The Pooh), they're after the brood, the bee larvae.  They need the protein, especially when they come out of hibernation."

            Pesticides, a "real big problem", cause losses in the millions - big producers may lose 30% to 40% of their bees a year.  That's huge for the ones who pollinate crops so we can eat.

            Bees have a hierarchy, each has its own job to do.  Every hive has one queen who lays eggs at the rate of 1,500 to 2,000 a day for several years.  "She's what keeps that hive goin'," Ollie said, adding the queen is twice the size of the others and worker bees you see on flowers are undeveloped queens.  Drones "walk around the hive and eat honey", their sole purpose is to service the queen.  "Come September you see the workers driving them out because they don't want them in the hive over the winter." 

                  Speaking of winter, a hive needs 75 to 100 pounds of honey to get through the cold season.  If there is not enough, he makes a heavy sugar-water syrup to give them more to eat.  The bees form a tight nucleus in the hive, keeping the temperature at 95 degrees.  This group keeps turning as they eat the honey; the outer and inner bees work their way to and from the center to maintain their body temperature. 

            To keep cool in summer they sit on the front of the hive flapping their wings to create a breeze, or 'beard': hang in a group on the front of the hive.

            "I try to make my own hives", he said.  "It can be a lot of work.  Some people just let them 'do their own thing' but I like to see what's going on.  If you wait too long and something happens it takes a long time to bring them back.  Like, if a queen isn't laying enough eggs you replace her - the hive needs a queen to survive."  To create new hives, he tries to split a strong, established one in the spring. "If you put a queen with bee attendants to take care of her she'll go with them." 

            The hives repopulate themselves each spring.  "You have to get the queen to start laying - the faster you do that, the faster the workers bring in the nectar."  The most flowers are in spring and early summer, with only a few nectar ones now blooming.  Ollie said the past spring was 'lousy' for his bees because the rain and cold slowed flowers blooming. 

            The bees find flowers by sending out a scout who may go two to three miles to find blossoms.  They then fly back to the hive and do a 'waggle dance', walking in a figure eight pattern as they shake their rear to show they have found pollen.  The movement shows the direction the flowers are in, how long they waggle tells how far to fly to find them.

            To process the honey, which he sells along with his maple syrup and beeswax candles at a small stand, he takes the frames from the hives, puts 'bee escape' pieces on them to drive the bees out of the honey and then puts them into an extractor which spins the honey out.  The raw honey is run through a strainer to remove any debris and then is bottled for sale. 

            The flavor of the honey depends on the flowers where the bees gather nectar.  His is from a variety of wildflowers.  Clover, buckwheat or other types come from hives placed where acres of just that crop grows.  Besides being a tasty sweetener, honey is taken to ward off allergies and bee venom therapy is used to help with arthritis.

            Bees dying out has been in the news and is a big concern.  In a hard winter such as the one a couple of years ago he can lose a lot of bees.  "There's not just one thing - besides the mites there is colony collapse disorder where the bees just disappear and you can't pin a reason," he said, shaking his head.  African Killer Bees can ward off the mites; these come from a queen who has a mean streak which she breeds into the hive.  Cornell is doing extensive studies on bees and working on a queen that will produce bees that will knock the mites off the other bees.  The public can help slow the demise of bees by being aware of pesticides, being careful what they spray on lawns and gardens. 

            In a last comment, Ollie advises "The public needs to become more aware of what's happening with honey bees.  Put in bee friendly plants."  Good advice if we want to keep these 'funny little critters' buzzing around to help keep us fed. 

Thoughts on a Facebook post saying McConnell has blocked a vote on releasing the full Mueller report:

This man is as much or more danger to our country and to democracy as theRump. If our system allows one petty little creature this much power, there is a real problem that needs fixing. How many times has he gotten away with imposing his will on the process of democracy? Worse, how many more times will he get away with it? By he, that is to say he is carrying out the wishes of his party (as much as I can tell by trying to research the exact meaning of the position) and so it should be they. They are protecting their leader, to the cost of our country. Shameful. Remember this in 2020!